I really have a lot of balls, I mean...I'm soooo lucky in so many ways. I have a healthy, beautiful and outrageous daughter, I have a good relationship/friendship with her dad, I get along with his family very very well, I was able to find a good job (in this economy) fairly quickly, I have Vilma that aside her age and spontaneous A.C issues, she's still riding us around. I spend more money than I should on stupid things really, which I have to change because I need to start saving up and taking care of some debt too. I guess, there's no reason for me to really complain, I mean...yea, I have emotional issues and all my friends seem to have lost their minds or whatever, I really don't know who I can count with right now but I know that I have God and the angels and I know that all my needs will be taken care of, I just need to trust and to let go of negative thoughts, I need to trust my gut and think about all the wonderful things I have, I'm strong enough to see that there's always sunshine out there, there's sunshine in me and that's what's important.