let it be.

i know that there's a lot to think about, i know that it's not all about me, that my wings are semi clipped and that in order to do what i want, i have to wait it out and try to find the best way to do it.
there's a lot of glittery dust around me right now, i'm on cloud 9 and i'm loving it, but i know that once the dust settles, i will have to think about what's gonna happen and i know that things will change, that i and others around me might have to adapt to those changes, but i wont settle..i wont sit there and rot in mediocrity, i want to be happy and in order to do that, i must follow my heart to where it takes me, i just can't be selfish and not think about others, but i cant let myself dry out in order to protect others, is my life after all, i will try to do what i can to make the best out of this, i have a strange and comforting feeling that it all will work out the way is supposed to, is just too soon right now to try to figure it, in time...the truth and the path will reveal itself, i just have to let it be.

Lacking sleep and some brain cells but DAMN I'm having fun!!

I feel light inside my chest, like if it's illuminated with power...therefore fireflies. This is one of the most intense ones yet, this weekend was amazing, there's no way to describe it, it just was. It was simple and crazy and passionate and beautiful. I don't want to over think it, it's so me to over analize things but this I dont want to run from, I dont want to ruin this one, I just want more, I want to feel it and ride it til whenever, no deadlines...no fear.