Friday, October 1, 2010

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow"

This "cliche" quote happens to make increible sense today. I feel like I've been trying so hard to figure things out, I've been creating expectations inside my mind, I've been planning an solution and immediate result and game plan. Now, I sit here and realize that all the thinking and planning is useless, things will happen or not, it will be or it won't, you'll get there if it's meant to be, if not then you'll stay where you are or go somewhere else. I keep asking questions that I know only time will answer, I obssess about why things happened and I know that in the end, I'm only hurting myself, I need to let it go, I need to summerge myself in the moment, to learn from the laughter and the pain from yesterday, to live joylessly each moment that I grasp right now and to not lose my endless hunger and inspiration for a magical tomorrow, those three things are what I will focus on, that's what I want.

Monday, September 27, 2010

thoughts inside my head:

Someday it will all make sense.

What you dont find within, you wont find without.

Let it go.

Let the chips fall where they may.

One day at a time.

One step before the next.

Get better.

Don't wait around.

Stop expecting.

Stop the self guilt and self doubt.

Live your life.

I'm the heart with no name, air brushed on the license plate of a subaru that was registered in pennsylvania.