I've been eating too much shit lately; totally slacked off and didnt work out for like a week and a half. I blame the turkey :) I started again this week and I'm walking again. I like that night at night to think and the walking relaxes me. I know that once I fall into the habit then I wont get as lazy to do it. I've been stuck in between feelings/reality/bullshit etc, I'm done with it all. I basically put everything in God's hands and I decided to do what I must and whatever happens happens. I want to take photographs again, I stopped doing that because I was wrapped up in fucking spider webs. I could see things better now, it's Christmas time and things are still confusing but hell, things in life will always be weird, we just gotta keep on. Abbey had bronchitis, she's on medication and I'm crossing my fingers that her cough goes away soon. I really hate seeing her sick although she's a tough little girl and she rarely complains and even looks sick. Thanksgiving was good, good times with friends and family. I put up our xmas tree and decorations already. One of my tattoos faded somehow so, now I have to let it heal and go back for more ink pain, dammit. So, aside from the fact that we are broke I still find happiness and excitement on the little things. A lot of things keep me happy and content, I guess I'm blessed with that.