The show must go on!!

A lot has happened, in the end...only time will tell. There's nothing to do but to carry on and live our life the best way we can. It will always be in my mind but right now, I have a lot of things going on and I know that if it's meant to be then timing will be right and it'll be. I trust in destiny. Abbey's 2nd birthday party is tomorrow; I cannot fucking wait. I dont know how many people are going and I could care less, I just want her to have a good time. She had a halloween party today at school and wore her little fairy outfit completed with wings, so fricking cute. So, there's a lot of things I have to do and although I have my need lists and stuff, I still get mini panic attacks about it. So, I'm gonna write it down to see if I could somehow make it happen without losing my mind. Tonight, I have to go to Winn Dixie and buy the rest of the things I need like extra plates, juices, etc. Tomorrow, wake up early...thank God Peanuts is gonna help me make the meatballs and chicken nuggets. So, I'll leave to the bank, come back home, pack all the shit we need to take to the party in our car. Then, all of us leave and pick up the cake, pick up the balloons and party treats. Head to the park and we have 30 minutes to decorate the damn thing, so Ry and the Jew will set up the tables while Peanuts and I do the decorations etc. I know that shit happens and something might go wrong but over all, plenty of time and it will be okay. It's all a matter of keeping cool. I seriously cannot wait to see the whole thing play out. Yaiii!