So, this weekend was pretty cool. Friday we had our scary story night, we all dressed up and told scary story by the fire pit and basically drank beer til we couldn't anymore. Funniest moment: Walking into the grocery store dressed up like a doll, I swear I've never been stared at so much in my whole life. People looked scared, haha. What happened to people dressing up all the time for no apparent reason?? The cashier asked me if I was going to a halloween party...my answer was "there's always a halloween party". I just simply LOVE halloween, it's so much fun to dress up and just eat candy and have some good times with friends. So, aside from that I've decided to let time tell me what to do. It's a hard decision, my heart feels tore but I can't do anything about it. I need to do what I need to do and hopefully someday, I'll get my answer. All I know is that my heart is set; I must let time and destiny lead the way. In the mean time, I'll live my life...make the best of it. Focus on Abbey, on myself, on my life and I'll wait it out. Abbey's bday is only 20 days away, the invites are out and now I just need to get the food and the little party toys, etc. So fricking excited!! Life doesn't stop for nobody, aside from what I feel inside...the show must go on!!
