time out.

I need time. I need silence and gentle thoughts. I need time alone to collect my thoughts, everything has happened so fast, anything that I thought I knew changed and I find myself in a weird unfamiliar world, as beautiful as it is, is still scary and sometimes, too intense.
I dont know what I want, I want peace and noise, I want truth and romance, I want passion and love, I want danger and care, I want to be in a relationship and I want freedom, I want it all. I know that all, I cannot get. I already have so much on my plate, I need to calm down because there's a lot of things I don't understand and others I simply wish not to acknowledge.