just a quiet monday

There's silence within me today, maybe is my exhaustion or maybe is just one of those quiet mondays, when you are still trying to register all the events of the weekend, which in my case happen to be many. I know that I can't play with people's hearts, can't bring them in and kick them out whenever I want and I learned that this weekend, I learned to stick to my guns, to take responsability for my actions, to think better before taking a decision that might end up making me crazy, to let go of fear and focus. I got to think, I got to understand a little bit of what I want. I got to experience the lack of fireflies in my life and it sucked so much, I knew that there's nothing I could do to change things, this is the balance of life but I also know where my happiness is, and I must fight for it. I must find a balance between fighting for what I want and taking it easy so I wont go crazy. I know that we discovered a lot of things and understood a lot also, now we must go on and keep on learning, keep on feeling, no more questions, no more worries with others...just this.