I think it's time to get off the emotional roller coaster

It's been fun, it's been hectic, it's been wild, it's been risky...it's been an experience, but I think my body, my mind and my heart is ready to sit this one down. It's hard to get off, it was great at times, the fullest happiness but then in the end, the fun always ended and it turned to darkness, leaving me confused and dizzy. Something feels off, it's not fun anymore, it feels more like work than anything else. This time is for sure, I cried and held my heart in my hand (dramatic huh) like I did long time ago, when I had to let go and get off my first crazy roller coaster and it hurt but in the end it worked out better for all parties. I know that it's time to get off, I know that this ride is over and that it's better to do it now, before the whole thing falls apart, before I get kicked out, I rather walk out and call it a night.