Acceptance

I read today that the faster you accept it, the faster you get over it. I feel like this is so crucial because there's nothing we can do about certain situations, we can't change how life is, but mind power is the key. If you accept and embrace the problem/issue then it will stop bothering us. It's so simple yet so difficult, because we want things to work out NOW, we want to have it ALL and we sometimes cant accept that we can't always get what we want and that sometimes, you just gotta let it go. This applies to everything, that boy you desperately want, that job you are seeking, the body you are killing yourself to have, etc. It's all about giving it your all but at some point you must realize that if it's not happening then you need to accept it and move on. By moving on, I mean...continue to live your life not just live it but enjoy it. To try to find the power within yourself to pull yourself together and rise up every day trusting that destiny has your back and that God is there taking care of everything.
So, now that I've philosophied I gotta say that waking up early to cook it's definitely a better choice then to have to get off work, pick up Abbey and rush thru everything, it was just too stressful. I know that soon it'll be hot as hell and Ry coming home in the skateboard it's only a temp solution so, I had to step up. It feels pretty good to know that once I get home I dont have to do anything but heat up the food and that's it. I put my mp3 on and I cook and finish before 7:30 am which makes me feel pretty fucking awesome, I guess I am a grown up now, cooking early and having mommy duty but it's fun, it's challenging, why be on the safe side? Challenges give you so much self assurance once you have surpass them, so I'm here, let's do it.