Life is unpredictable, things could change in ONE second and I think that's what I love about it. Although change scares the shit out of me sometimes, I know that changes are essential in life. Abbey turned two yesterday; we had her party on Saturday and it turned out really nice. She got plenty of gifts and had fun with her friend Jonathan. I can't explain how much she means to me and how she has made my life better. It's hard being a young parent and still trying to be yourself while you parent and care for a little person, but I'm learning. She loves me and I make a impact in her life even at this young age. I think that if I teach her right then she'll learn to see people outside the box which is important. Two years ago I was in a hospital bed learning to hold her, learning to change her diaper, learning to deal with the lack of sleep. Now, I'm still learning and I'm enjoying every single minute of it.
So, because of her and other circumstances I decided to let it go for sure. I decided that this is what I chose and I must "man up" to my word and my decision. Whatever will be will be but so far this is my life, and I will live it and rock it. Nothing else I can do.
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