soul mate?

One thing I managed to do this weekend is go to the movies and watch 500 days of summer, remarkable movie. It shows the truth about love, sometimes you might meet someone and find in them everything you've wanted and you might think they're your soul-mate, that specific person you are meant to be with but that doesnt mean you are their soul-mate. That doesnt mean that you are both supposed to be end up together. I could think back and mention a few guys I've been with who probably saw me as "the one". I could actually name about four guys who maybe still hold me close to their memories as the one who got away, but in the end...in the bottom of my heart, I knew it wasn't them. Sometimes, what you see it's not what you get...sometimes, timing's just off. Sometimes, it simply isn't it and you just have to walk away and who knows. maybe you'll really meet your real soul mate. I'm sure there're a good number of people we can easily be happy with but does that mean, they are you soul mate? I dont know, maybe I'll never know. Ry has always been so special to me, since the moment I saw him he got tattooed in my soul like no other guy and we are almost two years together "married" which could change a lot of things but we are still here and we are happy, things did change because a child makes things different but I love him, up to this point...I could say he is my soul mate, at least the closer thing I've had to a soulmate so far. Anyway, so everyone should see this movie...and comprehend the lesson within it maybe it'll make us all understand why some things simply dont work out although that doesnt' mean it'll hurt any less.

So, I was pretty bummed out yesterday but eventually I cheered up. Peanuts didnt work at night so she came home early and cooked dinner (yai) and did dishes so I basically got to play with Abbey and relax which helped my mood. I wanted to jog at night but it started pouring so, I decided to make fun of my mood and threw myself a pity party (literally) I have to admit I actually had a blast :)