all about her.

I might be exagerating a little bit but life is all about Abbey; I could see how moms especially young moms could still seem to care a little more about themselves than their child. It's hard to give up some things and to be selfless but I see and hear things that some moms do and it bothers me for some reason. In reality I don't really care what they do but I know that ever since Abbey Rain was born; it has been about her, not me. I still have me time and still enjoy life but my main focus is Abbey. It's this odd? I guess I feel at ease with myself and I don't feel like I'm missing out. I've had enough partying pictures, enough bar scene, enough fucking around and I'm okay with being a mom and devoted to my family right now. I know that maybe as Abbey gets older then it will change a little bit; I'll have a little more freedom as she becomes more independant but right now I'm mommy and I wouldn't change it for anything.