I want it all.

Is it normal as human beings to want it all? The greed, the need that seems to take over us as we go about our life, the grass always looks greener on the other side yet we sit and there at it. At this point, I'm still insane...I'm battling my demons and dysecting the situation. I am living day by day and praying for insight. I have no many photograph ideas, it's amazing really. I need to start making them reality before my head blows up. I need cheap rain boots so I could finally take a pic on the abandoned sofa on the field I look at every damn day. It calls my name every time I see it. Things are good, Abbey has growned and learned so much. She understand and speaks like a regular human being now, she's wonderful. I already booked her bday party place and got the bday party stuff. I just need to figure out the food and all the other details. There's a lot going on but as always, I'm taking it slow.