confession: I'm blogging simply out of boredom.

tic....toc. I swear time has gone by soooooo slowly today. I am losing my mind, not to mentioned I'm still sorta sick but it's friday and that's helping me deal with the day. I miss Abbey, I want to pick her up already even if she's a pain, being sick cuts my patience in half and I feel bad because I know she doesn't understand that mommy is sick when she decides to act up. I'm learning though, she's also learning that mommy is not perfect. I will put my sickness aside tonight to enjoy some beer and some time with Ry; maybe play some poker or something. I feel like we need to spend some time alone together. I really hope my "flu" or whatever it is I have is gone soon, I can't keep drinking medication..I swear a spider waived hi at me today while I was in the bathroom, so no more nyquil. Hopefully the beer will help me :)